Violence

It’s the same fight every time. Once, twice per year, depending on how frequently we get together. Thanksgiving and/or Christmas. Fight is too strong a word. Argument; disagreement; squabble—one of those might be a better fit.

These are the holidays that bring Susan’s family together. Her sister lives in Maine, her brother in Massachusetts. Susan’s parents live here in Gettysburg. The majority of our gatherings are right down the road. My nieces and nephews drive eight to eleven hours to visit; my family drives two minutes. On occasion, we all gather in Amherst, Massachusetts. My family grudgingly makes that trip, but none of us likes time spent in the car. We’re selfish that way.

The mid-afternoon dinner on these holidays is identical. Turkey, stuffing, potatoes, gravy. Corn, Pillsbury rolls, and a really foul carrot concoction that my sister-in-law’s parents loved. Holidays are about tradition, and carrot goulash is one she won’t abandon.

Susan and I marvel at the effort that goes into preparing this pedestrian meal. An entire day spent making a dinner that replicates what I might have eaten at Hot Shoppes Cafeteria any night of the week when I was a kid. Left on our own for one of these holidays, we expend way less effort and wind up with a far more enjoyable meal—artisan pizza or Mediterranean chicken kabobs or homemade pasta.

Many families around America fight during the meal itself. Politics, religion, race relations: these are some of the topics on which siblings, separated for decades, might differ. And our dinner table isn’t void of these discussions. The political spectrum of our group spans from not-quite-extremely-liberal to moderately conservative to I-voted-for-Donald-Trump-because-he’s-going-to-make-America-great-again. Yes, we have our arguments.

But the real disagreement begins when the meal is over and the dishes are washed. This is when football monopolizes the remainder of the day.

The most common adjective people use to describe Susan is Namaste. Which loosely translates to “I honor the light within you.” She radiates peace. She oozes kindness. As a massage therapist, these are awesome qualities that have helped her build and sustain a thriving practice. As a family member in an argument over whether football is too violent, these qualities are simply annoying.

Have you been to a football game? It’s been decades since I’ve been to a professional game, but I frequently go to high school games. Sophie plays flute in the marching band. To see her perform, Susan and I need to pay ten dollars and endure two quarters of sub-par football. As we watch the game, we listen to the crowd; we take note of what they’re saying. Know what they say? “Kill them.” They say it over and over.

This is what Susan talks about on Thanksgiving and Christmas evenings, while the rest of her family is glued to whatever game happens to be on the TV. “Violent games breed violent tendencies and aggressive attitudes,” she says. My kids have been hearing this argument since they were toddlers. They’ve embraced this stance. Like their mother, they rag on their cousins about the inherent violence in football.

Do I believe this? Undeniably. Screaming “Kill them” at a bunch of children is unconscionable. It’s also as American as an NRA membership and apple pie. But then, I like Arnold Schwarzenegger movies, so who am I to talk. My primary complaint with holiday football is that we get together once or twice a year, and all we do is stare at the TV screen. Plus, I think football is boring. Now if we were watching soccer…

Susan admits that she might just be reacting to the noise of TV. Neither of us really watch any TV, and our set is never on. Ours is a quiet household, and the constant chatter of a televised sporting event sets us both on edge. But ask anyone in her family, it’s the violence and aggression of the sport that Susan harps on.

So21So, here’s the great irony of 2018. Sophie is now playing high school rugby.

“What? WHAT?!?” This is what we’ve heard from Susan’s parents. We’ve heard it from her sister, and we’ve heard it from her brother’s wife. No one can reconcile the news that our family of vocal peaceniks has bred a rugby player. Including Susan.

We encourage our kids to make their own decisions. When Eli wanted to join Scouts, we said that was fine (even though it wasn’t). When he wanted to quit Scouts, we were OK (and secretly relieved) with that too. They try activities: drums, guitar, wood-burning, karate, horseback riding, art. Some stick, some don’t, but we feel that each experience makes each of our children a little fuller, a little more worldly, a bit more enriched by life. Rugby is just another activity on the continuum of experience. Until last week.

In every game, someone gets hurt. We’ve had broken bones, blown-out knees, knocked-out wind, bumps, bruises and scrapes. It’s a rough game. In fact, it’s an awful lot like football except there are no pads to protect the players. They push, shove, grab and tackle, and as the season progresses, they’re getting much better at the tackling. The parents on the sidelines are left speechless, mouths agape, when their diminutive, sweet angel of a daughter, her pony-tail bouncing behind her, chases down and drops an opposing player in a mess of dust and oomphs and tangled limbs.

Last week, it was Sophie’s turn. A routine play, a simple tackle, but she and another girl bumped heads. Sophie, sprawled on her back, holding her face, writhed in pain. The other girl, lying on her side, silent and still, got the adult attention. After a minute Sophie got up to check on the other girl, and then she turned to face the spectators. An egg, visible from forty yards away, sat on her forehead.

In my childhood of competitive sports, head injuries and concussions were commonplace. It was an expected part of competition. I’ve been knocked out cold at least four times and maybe as many as six. But things are different today. We’re more aware of the cumulative damage from repeated bashes to the head. We now know it’s wise to minimize concussions in our children.

Since last Sunday, Susan has been trying to come to grips with the intersection between fun and violence. Is rugby an exciting and challenging sport or is it the embodiment of aggression in our society. Neither of us want Sophie to injure herself—to damage, permanently, her knee or her brain. But at the same time, we want her to have the opportunity to try new things. We want her to have fun.

17 thoughts on “Violence

  1. This is a tough one! I’ve been lucky with both of my kids sticking to music (at least for now fingers crossed). Especially knowing the lifelong impacts of head injuries this is a tough call. As Susan is concerned too with he aggression in general I think that’s what makes me the most nervous too. The parents screaming at the kids and the kids screaming at kids. If this was off the field we would be in shock… but if they have a uniform on it’s suddenly normal? That’s the part is struggle with.

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  2. tricky balance. What does Sophie want to do? And how many head injuries is too many?

    I’ve had at least 3 concussions, and #3 came when I bumped my head just wrong on a window frame, laughing at a lame fortune at my local Chinese restaurant. Go figure. Took a good 6 months to mostly recover, and I’m still more light and sound sensitive several years later.

    Life isn’t safe, there are no guarantees, and at the same time, we need to at least have a modicum of awareness in our choices.

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  3. You guys are on target! Aggresion is part of life, it’s measured use is why we humans are still here. Comprehending its power and employing it wisely are the keys to owning one’s space in the world with confidence…and then empathy. She’s exploring, and with your guidance, she will understand the value of both competition​ and compassion.

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  4. My favorite sport is hockey so I don’t mind the agression. I think sports is a good way to burn off competitive, aggressive feelings. As long as the one playing the sport is doing it because they want to. Parental pressure to succeed at a sport at all costs is just wrong. My opinion.
    Families….yeah….my mother lives 1.5 miles from me and I haven’t seen her in over a year. We stopped getting together for holidays when my brother met his new wife and didn’t want to bring her to our unusual house. Our house is comfortable for Ben, we adapt for him. The rest of the people related by blood don’t agree. Their loss!

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  5. I was puzzled by the televised NFL draft this week. Two evenings in prime time. On the other hand, our state public TV network interviewed Chris Borland about quitting pro football after a year. He studied the concussion findings and decided his health was more important than the big salary. I won’t lecture anyone about their choice, but the head trauma documentaries I’ve seen are terrifying.

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  6. It’s all very well, this long farewell stuff and waving your children off as they step into their lives. But balancing that with a protective field — we do have more experience, can make calls a teen cannot — that’s the tricky part.

    My post this evening made the boy weep. I felt guilty and also a tiny bit thrilled.

    Oh, love “a mess of dust and oomphs”.

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  7. My oldest plays travel soccer – and the parents can get a little out of control at those games as well. We say in jest the line from the karate kid movie, “Finish him!” As one of our players gets through another guy to get to the net. BUT what I am starting to realize – soccer is also getting way more aggressive as the kids age. Right now Bobby has an entire cleat mark on his leg from a player that slide tackled and came cleats up at him. The way he went down I thought he blew his knee out. He has taken his share of players out too – not like that though. He is switching this fall from soccer to football and in a way I am kind of relieved. Football is going to be an aggressive sport as well but he will have pads on. It is a tough balance. We are a sports family though. I bet it would be hard to come into an aggressive sport – and rugby, wow! That’s got to be tough!

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